Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Ex starting to feel the hurt of breaking up?
It's been almost 2 months since me and my ex broke up, we were dating for almost 2 years but we were best friend before that. She said she felt that I wasn't a boyfriend to her anymore and that she wanted to be young and do for herself right now. She said " in time " we can be friend but rght now she needs her space. I respect that and agreed to it, it hurt but what else can you do. Recently she has been acting a little snotty but I found out someone made a fake facebook account trying to talk to her and asking her questions about me. She thinks it was me so she called me bad names and all that, the fake account messaged me screen caps and I got furious on who that was. So I bursted out for all the bad things I seen. I felt stupid after so I apologized to her, but she must have ignored that text. Her twitter has been having a lot of tweets saying " things that shouldn't hurt me...hurt me " and " the moral to the story is that I do have feelings, even if I don't want to acknowledge them " and all that other stuff, it is starting to make me feel like she is thinking about me. All I want is a second chance with my ex. I feel like she is the one, but I found her so young. I know this is natural in all relationships. But I hope she misses me as much as I do. I got close with her family and her so it's almost impossible to ever forget her anytime soon. We known each other since we were 16 and now we are both 19 but always hung out and did everything together. I recently texted her apologizing for my stupidity in the past and told her I still love her regardless of all that has been going on. She seemed heartless in the beginning of the break up but these tweets about her having feelings and all this stuff is making me feel like she is starting to feel the hurt of what she did. But I just want her in my life even if it is just a friend. I think about it every night but try my best to keep her out of my mind. You think if I play my cards right and give her as much time and space she needs, she will start to talk to me again? I am so afraid, I never been through this before and this is so hard t go through on top of everything else. What do you think?
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